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| Monday, August 29th, 2005 | | 12:10 am |
Cause I always forget too.....
Since Alex Saslow has neglected to EVER update his blog, reporter Billie Waltz has taken it upon herself to inform all of you out there about Alex's life to date. Billie Waltz: "I see you've made it back to Humboldt State in one piece. Are you glad to be back?" Alex Saslow: "Absolutely. It's always good to come back to school." BW: "I heard that you had some trouble planning your trip back up here." AS: "Well, I forgot a few things, and I brought up some things I shouldn't have." BW: "What did you forget? Or more importantly, what did you bring with you that you shouldn't have brought with you?" AS: "For what I forgot: my pillows, calculator, shampoo, tv, video game system, and pencils! The things that I shouldn't have brought but ended up bringing anyway: my Dad's car keys, and ALL but ONE pair of my brothers pants." BW: "Your brother's pants? How'd you manage that one?" AS: "Well, you see, we're the same size now, and while sorting the laundry, I took all the jeans in my size and packed them. So apparently, my brother's been going pantless the entire week." BW: "What are you looking forward to for this coming year?" AS: "I'm excited about my classes, and being back with my friends, and doing gigs with the Band again. I was REALLY looking forward to doing the Musical this semester. It was going to be a collaboration between the Music and Theatre Departments. But apparently, they had a bit of a tiff and the Musical was called off. Yeah I'm pretty pissed about that." BW: "That sucks! But you looked pretty damn good with the Marching Lumberjacks yesterday during Dorm Storming. How's that going for you?" AS: "Really well. That was my first repeat gig, which means that I'm no longer considered a 'rookie'. I love the Band, it's one of my favorite ways to spend my free time." BW: "Rumor has it that you convinced your girlfriend to join the MLJ's. She must really dig you! How is that whole thing working out? Glad you two survived the summer?" AS: "Yeah, actually, I am. She's a really great girl that I really care about. We just had our six month and still going strong." BW: "That's really sweet. Now, jumping back a couple questions, what classes are you taking this semester?" AS: "Introduction to Cultural Anthropology, Intro to Geology, Calculus 3, and The Mad River Transit Singers - the Jazz choir at Humboldt State. Other than that, I will be participating in the Lindy Hop Club and the Marching Lumberjacks." BW: "Well, thank you for you time in this interview. Any last comments?" AS: "L'Chiam!" And that's all for now. This is Billie Waltz signing off. | | Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 | | 12:42 am |
Billie
So yeah... it has been a while since I've updated. And a lot has been happening. Those of you I go to school with already know this, but for the rest of you.... Billie She is my girlfriend. I met her in my Swing Dance Class, she was one fo those girls who actually knew how to use her body. She was one of those few (too few for a dance class) who knew how to dance. I had noticed her before, but didn't know anything about her. I mean... I tend to notice really cute girls who know how to dance. I guess she had had her eye on me earlier. When she saw me with our mutual friend Dave (cupid), she asked him who I was and what my sn was. So later that night she IMed me. We get to talking and we hit it off. That night in Swing we hung out and we had a lot of fun. And then we went back to her room to hang out. Turns out I knew her roomie from Orientation. So we're all talking. I'm laying next to her. And then we kiss. That weekend I go to house-sit with her and Julie and Jay. That was fun. We kiss more. Yay, fun! A week after that we 'officially' get together. Meaning we actually talked about what our relationship was. And now I'm really happy. She just makes me so happy. We get along just lying around and talking. We understand each other. Its good. I make her happy. Its just one of those things that work out nicely, especially when you're not looking for what you get. Well, thats about all I have to say tonight. Have a good whatever-time-of-the-day-it-is-when-you-a re-reading-this. | | Saturday, March 5th, 2005 | | 4:27 pm |
I miss my friends
Someone please call me and invite me over so I don't feel sad and pathetic anymore! I miss you guys! Eh.... see you at the game. Well, some of you at least. Current Mood:  blah | | Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 | | 9:45 am |
Moo
It just took me about 14 hours to do my laundry. Wow, do I win an award for that? I also got branded, that was fun. And now I'm starving to death. FOOOOD! | | Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 | | 12:47 am |
booooo
So I just tried to comment on Audri's lj but NOOOOOOOO she doesn't have me listed as a friend! Well, boo! I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. | | Thursday, February 17th, 2005 | | 5:02 pm |
Because I suck
"If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought? (Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be!)" | | Wednesday, February 9th, 2005 | | 1:32 pm |
Another Random Poem, This One Not Depressedish
Being who I really am I will not be afriad. Doing what I want to do Its pleasing for today. Then the things that are a must Will have to come and pass. Doing what I need to do I'll be put to the task. Being me is more than doing. Being me is more than pleasing. Being me is more than working. Being me is truly loving. And I believe that its the same for you. Yeah... I don't like it all that much. But who says you have to like EVERYTHING you write? Not me... | | Saturday, February 5th, 2005 | | 6:33 pm |
First Date
So I have a date tonight. My first date since my break-up with Jessica. I'm going out to dinner with Cindal, who I took my Latin Dance class with last semester. We've been talking about going out on a date, and now here it is. I'm just a tad nervous. And by a tad I mean pretty jumpy. No butterflies, just mucho energy. Hmmm....foood. Ok, wish me luck everyone! | | Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005 | | 10:37 pm |
Bitching Cause its MY TURN DAMNIT
So yeah. I don't have great self-esteem. But instead of getting the attention I would like to give myself to remedy that I am bogged down emotionally with everyone elses low self-esteem. 'I'm not pretty' or 'I'm fat' or 'But do you really love me or do you just say that to make me feel better?' or 'I'm being annoying, just hit me.' Now, I don't mind listening and helping when a problem arises. I actually like helping out a lot. It makes me feel good knowing I've done something to make someone else feel good. But when its all the fucking time, and they refuse to listen to the words coming out of my mouth, and they keep feeling shitty and they don't even try to see the truth or their great qualities it justs fucking annoying. I'm going to be using that word a lot I think. You ready? There is my friend Alexz. I love her. We met and we connected SO quickly it was amazing. We don't hang out or talk a whole bunch but the connection is there and we when we talk its nice. Except its always the same thing with her. Shes upset, she feels like shit, and shes ugly. Except she isn't, shes hot. And shes nice and a great friend and a good actress. She has nothing to worry about but worry she does. Its the same story no matter who it is. They all have their own little things they always comlpain about. And who do I get to complain too? Usually no one. So here it goes, here is my rant. I know and am comfortable witht he fact that I am kinda cute. That I have good qualities and a lot to offer. But I don't like how I sound. My singing voice annoys the fuck out of me. There that word is again. And I don't know how to fucking spell 'annoys'. Fuck. I look in the mirror and I don't like how I look all the time. My hair never does it what I want it to. My forehead is constantly breaking out. I sit in my room and ignore my homework all fucking day. woohoo. Why am I in a shitty mood? The same reason that is the root of ALL of my problems. I am empathetic. Know what that means? Here I'll explain. Emathetic means that I feel someone elses feelings as if they were my own. So I see people I consider friends getting hurt, I feel hurt. Thats one of the reasons I can be a protective friend. So hearing about all this shit from my friends sets the fire ablaze. I have some (pretty shitty) reasons to be mad all on my own. I don't hang out with my friends much anymore. It just never works out. We live LESS THAN A FUCKING MILE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. What the hell? What the fuck? Gahhh....I am starting to feel a little better now. Sometimes you just need to rant I guess. Or, I need to rant sometimes I should be saying. Oh wait I forgot to talk about Women Studies. The woman is so close to teaching this fucking class right. And in being close it makes it all the more annoying. The readings she chooses are boring and repetetive. Grrrrr. Yeah and some other stuff thats too stupid and personal for livejournal. And considering all the junk I just posted right here you gotta be asking yourself: 'what can be more stupid than this fucking shit?' Fucking Hell. .....Yeah I feel better now. | | Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 | | 4:32 pm |
I like milk
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain it. 7. Describe me in 1 word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your lj and see what I say about you? | | Monday, January 24th, 2005 | | 11:32 pm |
| | Friday, January 21st, 2005 | | 1:24 pm |
Lookie! I'm such a copycat...
FIRSTS -First car: Geo Metro -First real kiss: Cassidy Fishbach, we were doing math homework. -First Break Up: Cassidy Fishbach, she dumped me... -First screen name: DragonSoul64 or something like that -First self purchased album: Sublime -First funeral: Never been -First pets: R and J my old kitties who dies of cancer -First piercing/tattoo: 8th grade, left ear -First credit card: 6 months ago -First true love: Cassidy Fishbach.... see the trend? Well, I dunno if yuou would call that love. So maybe it was Marina. -First enemy: Preston Hatfield cause I was a jackass to him when we were younger. -First big trip: Florida for a wedding -First music you remember hearing in your house: An albumn with a fish on the cover, I can't remember the title. LASTS -Last car ride: this morning -Last kiss: Oh dear... I don't know. -Last good cry: No idea -Last library book checked out: A book about theatre architecture for a report . -Last beverage drank: Water -Last food consumed: Pop-Tarts -Last crush: define crush. my definition? Erin. -Last phone call: Lindsey to let everyone know shes still alive -Last shoes worn: chuck taylors -Last item bought: cookies! -Last annoyance: people thinking I'm a slut. -Last time wanting to die: I dunno. -Last time scolded: Prolly my Dad lecturing me about something or another. Current Mood:  satisfied | | Monday, January 10th, 2005 | | 10:25 am |
Feeling the Boredom... Sorta
So yeah. The rest of my week has just been completly scheduled and hate it. THAT is more than anything just floating along. I gotta go to a plethora of doctors for various parts of my body. I gotta go to the hospital to get a blood test, which will cause me to faint. Thats why I'm GETTING the blood test. Becuase I faint a lot. And I gotta drive around visiting everyone who has decided I just HAVE to visit them before I go back to school. But I DID get a new used car. A 1997 Acura Integra. Midnight blue, sun/moon roof, 5 speed, hatchback. Oh yeah. I be pimping now! But I don't want to drive back to school alone. More like my Mom doesn't want me driving back to school alone. So if any of you cool So Cal ppl wanna drive up to my place in one car, some of you hop over to MY catr and we caravan up... that would be cool. No? Yeah... it was a longshot. All of my old friends are in school. High School or back at college. So I'm left here bored and alone to do nothign but play morrowind. Its a lot more fun when I'm sitting on my ass doing nothing but playing morrowind when there are people to hang out with while I'm doing it. I've visited San Marin High twice already... and what am I doing on Wednesday? VISITING AGAIN! Yay... But it will be nice to see my music teacher Mrs Gates. And DAMN some of those High School chicks are HOTT! I wonder if any of them are 18 yet... Is it dirty to think that? Oh well.... Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: The ringing in my ears... it makes a cord | | Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 | | 4:42 pm |
HAHA: Big Head Go Boom!
So today I found something out that really shouldn't be surprising, offensive, or humbling. But since this is me we're talking about it was all of those things at one time or another. I called Casey today to see if she wanted to hang out. I really liked hanging out with her, lightly flirting and each of us basking in the warmth of our mutual affection. I found out shes been really busy lately. 'With what?' I asked her. 'Well, with kyle work and getting ready for school mostly.' Double take: 'Wait, whos Kyle?' 'Oh he might as well be my boyfriend, but isn't quite yet.' Then random mumbling and giggling from the two of them, since he was over. And suddenly I had the view of what was happening. They were laying down on her bed talking and snuggling a little bit, his arm around her as she talked to me. That would explain the distracted manner of the conversation. So yeah, thats where offended-Tito comes in. I was surprised to hear she had a boyfriend. Why? Ummm.... cause me be silly! We had fun when we hung out. And we even shared a kiss before I left. Probally more for closure then anything else. So yeah I kinda thought everything would be the same. Haha. I'm not upset. Now I'm just amused at my initial reaction. It serves as a reminder that the world does NOT revolve around me. Humbling. There I tied in everything. On another note: Julie I hope you get better soon. Not that it matters much, but I was planning on going to synagouge on Saturday. We do a prayer for health and strength, and I'm gonna add your name. That sounds really weird and Christain.... I hope you know what I mean. Current Mood: dorkyCurrent Music: Tenacious D | | Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 | | 9:09 pm |
WOOT PARTY
At 1:40 pm I will be getting off of a Greyhound Bus in San Diego to go chill with my friends. After a week and a half with nothing but my family.... I'm ready to let loose. I can't wait! Of course... I have no stripper pants as I planned. But I'll make it happen. I love Dave so much for picking my ass up and driving me around! Ahh.... and, frankly, I can't wait to run aorund with only half my clothes on, drunk, and having fun dancing. I love you all, can't wait to be with you! | | Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 1:48 am |
That Warm Fuzzy Feeling ..... Sorta
So today I went and visited my old friend Casey. Its been about two years since we've seen each other. She was going through some heavy stuff when we first met, and into the two or three times we dated. We actually met at a futual friend's birthday party the summer before my freshman year of high school. The hostess told me, jokingly, to go flirt with that girl over there. So I did. After I left she asked for my number and called me up. We hit it off quickly and started dating. The relationship was good yet hard. We both cared about each other, but I couldn't drive, and she was also too young to have a licieance. I can't spell that word. Anyway. So it was a long distance type relationship, even though she lived in the next town over. Harsh stuff was going on, and it didn't work out. She ended up going into this correction program, or something of the like. We last spoke on bad terms. But the other day she called me to tell me she graduated, and to apologize for what she put me through. I told her not to worry about it, and I meant it. We got to talking and I decided I wanted to go visit her. So I did. That chemistry was still there. She looked really cute, and she was the same old Casey/ But more confident, more true to herself. It was fun. And then a weird though occurred to me. I realized that if I were not going to school in Arcata, I would want to date her again. The feelings were still there, sorta. Not quite the same, but there none the less. It made me feel good to know they were returned. Yeah, I dunno what I'm saying really. We won't date. It would be the stupidest thing I could possibly do right now. But in a time when I have started to lose faith in myself, she makes me feel better. No way am I losing touch with her again. We make too good of friends. Current Mood:  thoughtful | | Sunday, December 12th, 2004 | | 6:49 pm |
I HATE FINALS
All I need to do is survive through tomorrow and I'm done. I can do everything else. I think I'll be crying myself to sleep tomorrow night. Boo! | | Saturday, December 11th, 2004 | | 2:17 pm |
| | Friday, December 10th, 2004 | | 5:55 pm |
BAH
This is going to be short. Sometimes I feel like I'm misunderstood. People just don't understand what I mean sometimes. And sometimes I feel like people just don't always understand who I am. Thank G-d that this isn't always true with my friends. I think they do understand me.... I think. And I like being understood. More than that, I like being liked. And I think I am liked. And I like that. Yumm, chocolate..... I've decided that BONGOS sucks and I will never post on it again until I have someone that agrees with me on my responce to whatever the fuck it is. I like dancing. DANCE FINAL IN AN HOUR! WEEEEEE! | | Wednesday, December 8th, 2004 | | 10:40 am |
Christmas Music
Well its that time of year again. I have Christman music stuck in my head. The problem? I have fucking Christmas Music stuck in my head. Now some of it can be nice, but not when its stuck in my head and I hear it all the fucking time anyway. I'm surrounded by it. I don't like Christmas Music that much. Probally that has something to do with the fact that I've grown up with so much Christmas Music around, all the while feeling alienated by it. You try growing up as a kid who has just decided he wants to be an active Jew but having Christmas Music attacking his eardrums every December. Oy. Eh, its not actually that bad. But whatever. Maybe I'll just listen to the decent Christmas Music. If I can find some. |
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